I seem to have spent all my life waiting,
preparing for what's in store.
Everything I do is 'in preparation for' something
But I'm not sure what I'm waiting for.
What is it I am trying to achieve,
For what purpose am I storing away,
And why am I working so hard to learn all I can,
Why am I where I am today?
Is where I am where I should be,
Does my life start right now or later?
Am I in place to do 'my thing' for God?
Or is there something far greater?
Should I assume that I am where I am,
Putting my all into living this day?
Or should I keep checking that there's not something else?
Does God's plan show a different way?
Will I ever stop waiting for the next big thing?
Does this method need correcting?
Am I dissatisfied because there is more,
Or because I am used to expecting?
If I choose to ignore the nagging inside
Am I blocking the voice of the Lord?
Or am I teaching myself to live for today
Because its my habit to want more?
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